The Winding Path
You always know how to silence me…gently
a beautiful person that I know who can on occasion say the most pretty and poetic things.
Alpacas

Last weekend I went to an alpaca show. It was awesome fluffy!

She had a heart full of love and devotion,
She had a mind full of tyranny and terror

Nick Cave, Do you love me? Lyrics.

Yeah, that’s me, for better or worse.

Chaos isn’t a pit. Chaos is a ladder.
 - Lord Petyr Baelish, Game of Thrones.

“I whisper all your names
I know not where you are
But somewhere, somewhere, somewhere here
Upon this wild abandoned star

And I’m full of love
And I’m full of wonder
And I’m full of love
And I’m falling under
Your spell

I have no abiding memory
No awakening, no flaming dart
No word of consolation
No arrow through my heart
Only a feeble notion
A glimmer from afar
That I cling to with my fingers
As we go spinning wildly through the stars”

- Nick Cave, Spell lyrics

This played on my ipod today, I hadn’t heard it in so very long that I had forgotten about it.

My ears peaked when it said “I whisper all your names”. Yeah, I thought, you have so many. And I am full of love and wonder.

Maybe I’m just soppy today as summer has finally arrived and it is beautiful outside.

Still here

I am still here but got exams and stuff so no real posting till after May probably. Sorry :(

Garden birds

Since I put out the birdfeeders this year we have had a lot of what I call ‘ping-pong ball’ birds. I call them that cause they are round and about that size.

The below photos were found on the internet and show the species of bird I saw. I have yet to take my own pictures. If any belong to you then just say and I’ll give you credit.

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Blue tit

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Great tit

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Long tailed tit - (I just love these so much.)

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Robin

And there have been some I haven’t identified yet.

Knowing. by ~Tzeriel
Another piece from my Deviant art gallery

Knowing. by ~Tzeriel

Another piece from my Deviant art gallery

It’s in change
The poetic justice of cause and effect
Respect, love, compassion
This is my church
This is where I heal my hurts
For tonight
God is a DJ

 - Faithless, God is a DJ lyrics

This song epitomises my faith.

I believe in Change, it is core to my faith.

Music is core too. I create my own prayer book, choose my prayers from the words and sounds that resonate with my soul, created by people more able than myself.

And then I dance. Bleeding love and faith into the ether with every move, every beat that twitches my nerves making me dance.

Love is empty without thinking, thinking hollow without love
C.G. Jung, pg 200 in The Red Book (A Reader’s Edition)